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May 13 ALive from the Scene I'm not entitled to claim as an earthquake survivor, am I? Back in my coastal homecity I've made several encounters with small-scale shaking and what happend this afternoon (yesturday) really doesn't surprise too much, anyhow, this could be the major cause that I'm the first one in my cell that realized the nature of such shaking. Awaken from sleeping, my experience and depressed attitude whipsered sheltering at current location would be a better choice comparing to joining the flow of the autonomous evacuation ongoing at that time. I have to admit now hesitation could get me killed if things went really nasty. Advices from officials evidenced that we would never make it out of running, just like those lost ones in the cataclysm. The confusion and total panic of the crowd took me back into the 2008 movie Cloverfield, and what was happening in the campus made me, somehow, exited. For a period I was keenly expecting military control and helicopter landing here. In the end the machine of my dream was replaced by a four-seated, electric-powered patrol vehicle of the campus security force, disappointed, if you ask. The seriousness and destructive result of the incident serves as an aftershock for me. Exactly the same feeling after Sept. 11, 2001. The bedtime (yes, I returned to our building) of this day I was praying for the rest and for those missing. I know this would be a sleepless night, even though my evaluation made myself believe that it will be all right. "If that's not enough, just let God decide everybody's fate in his mysterious way.", I'm ok with this thought. Plus, the full-scale termination of classes offered me some warmth out of fear. I don't know why but feeling the urge to make this entry to this long-abandoned space. Perhaps a celebrate for life? You can take it that way. This is me ALive from Southwest University, Chongqing, my dear readers. PS: It's a selfish move to take the earthquake as a test of her loyalty, it's bad, really bad. Would you forgive me please, Guo? July 08 Miscellaneous QuotesOne Liner Whoever isn't a socialist before the age of 20 has no heart; whoever is a socialist after the age of 20 has no brain. --Winston Churchill In Germany, the Nazis first came for the Communists, and I didn't speak up because I wasn't a Communist. Then they came for the Jews, and I didn't speak up because I wasn't a Jew. Then they came for the trade unionists, and I didn't speak up because I wasn't a trade unionist. Then they came for the Catholics, but I didn't speak up because I was a Protestant. Then they came for me...By that time there was no one to speak up for anyone. --Reverend Martin Niemoller They say abortion is murder. What do they think they did to that police officer? --College student Maegan Walker on anti-abortion activists who may have bombed Birmingham's New Woman All Women Health Care Clinic, killing an off-duty policeman You shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you mad. --Aldous Huxley I came to carry out the struggle, not to kill people. Even now, and you can look at me: am I a savage person? My conscience is clear. --Former Khmer Rouge leader Pol Pot, who was responsible for the killing of at least 1 million Cambodians The greatest evil today is indifference. To know and not to act is a way of consenting to these injustices. The planet has become a very small place. What happens to other countries affects us. --Elie Wiesel We too often live as if the present were merely our means to the future. So we never live, but we hope to live. --Pascal It took me fifteen years to discover that I had no talent for writing, but I couldn't give it up because by then I was too famous. --Robert Benchley I was born modest; not all over, but in spots. --Mark Twain Last-Words This 'telephone' has too many shortcomings to be seriously considered as a means of communication. The device is inherently of no value to us. --Western Union internal memo, 1876 The wireless music box has no imaginable commercial value. Who would pay for a message sent to nobody in particular? --David Sarnoff's associates in response to his urgings for investment in the radio in the 1920s Who the heck wants to hear actors talk? --H.M. Warner, Warner Brothers, 1927 Heavier-than-air flying machines are impossible. --Lord Kelvin, president, Royal Society, 1895 So we went to Atari and said, 'Hey, we've got this amazing thing, even built with some of your parts, and what do you think about funding us? Or we'll give it to you. We just want to do it. Pay our salary, we'll come work for you.' And they said, 'No.' So then we went to Hewlett-Packard, and they said, 'Hey, we don't need you. You haven't got through college yet.' --Apple Computer Inc. founder Steve Jobs on attempts to get Atari and H-P interested in his and Steve Wozniak's personal computer Stocks have reached what looks like a permanently high plateau. --Irving Fisher, Professor of Economics, Yale University, 1929 Airplanes are interesting toys but of no military value. --Marechal Ferdinand Foch, Professor of Strategy, Ecole Superieure de Guerre Everything that can be invented has been invented. --Charles H. Duell, Commissioner, U.S. Office of Patents, 1899 Louis Pasteur's theory of germs is ridiculous fiction. --Pierre Pachet, Professor of Physiology at Toulouse, 1872 No flying machine will ever fly from New York to Paris. --Orville Wright April 17 ApologyDue to the constant hard work for my postgranduate entry, which is still claiming an undecided future, this website hasn't been updated for a while. Several projects for new article had been abandoned or postponed. An unidentified tale about scientist E. Rutherford has his remarkable comment about his hard-working student said that he doen't spare enough time to think. I'm sure not every professor would agree with him since some of them just need an high-end workhorse and some students don't know how think. Anyways, this is not what I want to be. The website will be revived any time, I will keep you informed. January 03 Largest Cathedral in Reigion Under Construction, Han Cun Village, TianjinTranslated/Edit from original post on: Han Cun Village, an average Chinese rural area located in Wuqing County, Tianjin, has a more than 400-year catholic history, never been lacking of believers even in the worst times. Here village life is heavily influenced by catholic tradition, which also offered them more tolerance and helping established a more equal society comparing to other rural areas inherit the Confucian ideology. The first cathedral in Han Cun built approximately 100 yrs ago, occupying 850 square meters, was destroyed in...not war, but the Great Cultrue Revolution(figures). Later in 1988, pastor Zhang Yonshan(张永善) initiated a project considering a smaller church house, of about 715 squre meters, to be built, all by volunteer. The project was completed as planned but soon people discovered some critical flaws on the design due to the lack of fund. In the year of 2004, the building were finally declared unsafe, and was torn down in March the exact year. Soon a completely new project were launched in the hope of building a new cathedral covering an area in which more than 3,000 believers live and work, making it the regional largest. Since farmers in Tianjin have a relatively lot better condition comparing to other areas in China(No. 3 in 2005), the church find it not so difficult to get a constant finnancial injection, and the actual construction was begun no later than November of the year. However, since the donations, with an estimate of CNY 8,000,000, cannot come in once. The completion date is still unknown in mid-2005 (where the pictures were taken). Still, the church body is loosely under the jurisdiction of Tianjin diocese of Chinese Patriotic Catholic Association, commonly refered as the 'official church', but consider its self-sustain nature and popularity, we can assume the pastors have gained some significant autonomies on at least church affairs. The church is also running a musical school teachs violin for free, teachers from city musical academy(officially Tianjin Conservatory of Music) comes in weekends to offer some professional instructions. The Cathedral Under Construction
Temporary Place for Religion Activities Located in Pastor's Courtyard
Daily Life of Han Cun Villager
The Musical Classroom
Plus, the MSN picture management is the worst I've ever seen. November 12 The Accumulation of RedundancyA recent report from official Chinese Xinhua News Agency shows that Chinese blog user has reached a skyrocketing 34 million and still on the rise, with the majority using it to record their mood, and minority for making a voice, include the two of mine. Also, and article with the headline of "Chinese Network Users are the Most Unrestricted in the World", has quoted a claim from a news official of PRC central government declares "Blogs has not been opened(sic) in British" and "people use Internet in Korea(not DPRK) must present their real name(sic)", sidenotes in same article added that British ban are due to legal process and privacy protection, though no fact were presented to support any of these claims. I've always considered such reports are preparations of consensus which is leading to a full scale use of Real-Name Registration and online surveillance, since such things does in operation. And according to some materials I've read the major project might include biotech recognization and A.I. trace and analyze, which means, neither such surveiliance would cause any harm to you, nor you would aware its existance, untill, of course, someone decides to do something. Negative comments often criticise that it is impossible to surveillance since there is unlimited possibilitie within the process of the flow of information via network, but I can prove them wrong. Just see my links on the left of this page, the closedown and blockup of such sites would become more often with the number of registed blog still on the rise, what kind of blog would make this happen? I can presume those are the "record your mood" type that fill the blanks. Some theory says that you must create positive and redundant informations as well as mow down unwanted informations to gain a full control of medium, they've got the point. You know, I've always thinking that the prediction of Telescreen is the only thing to make 1984 a Sci-Fi, not a historical prophecy. October 26 We are the problem, not AmericaVery few ever heard from pacifists among muslim, this article presents an example in the hope of balancing your view. Saudi Columnist: 'We Have Bred Monsters ... We Are the Problem and Not America' On November 30, 2003, Dr. Muhammad Talal Al-Rasheed, columnist for the English language daily The Saudi Gazette, wrote an article titled "Senseless Violence, Senseless Death." The article is in reaction to the murder of Saudi Prince Talal Bin Abdul Aziz Al-Rasheed of Hail by 'Islamists' in Algeria. The following are excerpts from the article:(1) "...A few days back Prince Talal Bin Abdul Aziz Al-Rasheed of Hail was murdered in Algeria while on a camping trip. He was 40 years old and his son, Nawaf, 13 years old, was with him. At the time of this writing, we only know that the father was killed, while the son s condition is to be verified. "It is easy to get on one s soap box and pontificate; to tell humanity that we suffer from terrorism too. That is too easy though; and perhaps too intellectually cowardly. Talal was a well-known poet in Saudi Arabia. He comes from a family that ruled Arabia long enough to be recorded in history. He was and will always be a beacon of Art, whatever that word means. "Those who killed him are those who want the word silenced. The young man left it open whether he was with this or that, but he was adamant to tell all and sundry that to be is to talk and exchange. I grieve, I must admit, and am beyond reason because of the trauma of it all, but I do maintain a semblance of reason to see where all of this is leading. "We have bred monsters. We alone are responsible for it. I have written as much before my personal tragedy and will continue to do so for as long as it takes. We are the problem and not America or the penguins of the North Pole or those who live in caves in Afghanistan. We are it, and those who cannot see this are the ones to blame. "Castrated as we are, we look to America. Why? Because they went into Iraq and made a difference. Better or worse is another point. Once America has demonstrated its willingness to do something, the moral imperative is that it should not stop at the first station along the road. The majority of us are sick and tired of this carnage and President Bush, wrong on just about everything else, is right on this one. Does he have the (courage) to finish the job? I wonder. "I don t think this will be published in the Arab News, as it should be. If not, I understand their point of view and their perpetual selectiveness. But one thing is sure, we are here to stay even if it takes giving our best to the madness of religion and the wrong of fanaticism. Nothing, but nothing, is worth the life of an innocent... may the Americans add Talal to their list of loved ones lost to the same indiscriminate madness that took 3,000 on a certain day in September." Endnote: ********************* MEMRI holds copyrights on all translations. Materials may only be used with proper attribution. The Middle East Media Research Institute (MEMRI) September 18 Please Visit...My Mandarin blog is experiencing frequent update, please visit and leave some comments... September 05 And Whats So Wrong About Me?So it is true, that telescreen have already been invented, or is it? I suspect most people can look through the screen, right into my eyes, seeing my incompetency of communication - a reason that failed me in multiple job interviews, attempted datings, etc. If not, then why everytime I tried to put something interesting (well, at least I think so) on a website, or leave some word that I actually racked myself doing it, people just go quiet, even if they were enjoying it? Its like when you were entering a loud dinning hall and everybody just stop talking, and you tend to ask yourself: Is there anything wrong with me? Have I buttoned myself incorrectly? Did I leave my pants unzipped? Is there anything like 'I bite' written on my forehead or 'kick me' sticked on my back? I knew I'm not welcomed often, but never imagined that much. Since I've adopted this job being a machine-sitter workdays and an exhausted sleeping-beauty (sic:)on weekends, internet is my only connection to the outer world. I don't know how far is it from my insanity if it kept going this way. My desperation expressed in my following declaration: I'm not popular I'm not hip, but I'm honest, fun and sometimes witty, still, ok for your eyes - that is, if you really want to see me Ooo, I see big ego here...Huh, I can change, but you've got to help me. So, my dear reader, tell me what my loser-image looked alike. August 15 The truth about VBelieve it or not...Guy Fawkes is more likely Gay Fags in this movie. Smart people shouldn't get confused by this movie: it is more a comicized 'Fahrenheit 911' pointed directly to the Bush administration than a serious production against real totalism. With a complete political agenda, but has nothing deeper or reflects the reality. Lets say, the liberals are so desperate making this half-baked trash into the vanguard of their 2008 campaign. Yet another example of poor Democratic propaganda and the dumbass-ness of left-oriented person. Throughout the movie, we see a masked gay kept yap yap yap without moving his lips, he is so desperate selling an idea mall, sadly enough, it doesn't work for me. Unlike those underaged fanboys, I have too much first-hand material about totalism makes me too difficult to be fooled. Yet his bullshit looks like an empty gasbag to me. Frankly, I got confused by its merits being a hollywood movie, if we want action, we get Micheal Bay, if we want story, we get Curtis Hanson, if we seriously in need of political allegory, well, George Orwell did a way much better job. And hey, what the hell am I watching it? I must be retarded. Wachowski bros. once again showed their level of teenage anime lovers: nothing deeper than surface. Some told me it has a great story. Story, where's the f**king story? Other than taking live materials and painting with personal flavor, is there anything original? Even if there was any ... Lets take an example of the TV station, if you were the dictator, what should you do when someone is doing something interesting on air? Cut of the electricity, of course you silly-pinko. Even a taxi driver in Tianjin whould have thought about that! Don't explain to me, its called PLOTHOLE! Another evidence of the brothers' lacking of intelligence is their image of dictator. Does the name 'Adam Sutler' ring a bell? Why not 'Joe Sterling' or 'PurePot'? Such stupid parody almost make me crack. It looks like Hitler has always been liberals alpha male, but you know what, he's been defeated like 60 years, and those commies - Mao, Stalin and fellas - lasted much longer and did a much better job. As long as my memory works, a socialist regime is WAY MUCH loyal to totalism principal, despite the fact that hitler had called himself 'Socialist'. Liberals either are unable to tell, or refuse to admit, which is more likely, that a socialistic government is necessarily a totalitarian. But thats ok, considerding average liberals' living skill, they will only made themselves the lowest level of life form in a real communism totalitarian reign. People who love this movie might seriously need a life, but whoever wrote this must get burned in Kim Jong Il's dungeon. And let me tell you, Team America got a better plot than this. Let me get it clear, I'm a dead objector of any kind of totalism, yet still belive that pinkos and liberals are the excrement of human intelligence.There was something went around on happy China intranet that best describes these things: being dumb is not your fault, but pretend to be smart and fool other idiots, this is truely a problem needs to be fixed. August 07 The 24-year-old VirginNo bet, thats me. June 05 Special: Blog ReformingI am currently reforming this blog and this reform might looks and feels like the one CCP is doing on China for the obvious reason: it couldn't get any worse. April 13 Gimme a Break....I must be old. It's getting more and more uneasy for me to write something worth reading, and when this occurs, force yourself to do it usually make things worse. So I tend to relax. March 22 It's All About The Book, 19841984 is not about prophecy, it is history, and even if it was prophecy, for such a condemned land, it would be useless. This is a place where everybody seeing trouble as other's trouble, everybody seeing misfortune as other's misfortune. They choose to cheat and ignore without hesitation, this is the solid evidence of this society, being corrupted, day by day. For this matter, I'll borrow some word from 'keso' - "This would be a good sign." But today, it is all about the legendary book, the successfully told story of Winston and his world, 1984. As it is one of the rare book read by a person whom read novels rarely. Oranges and lemons, Note: The mention of 'Chop your head' might be a reference to Charles I's execution, on that day, every bell in London rung. March 15 Episode 19: Phew! Target Remains最近登录MSN相当费劲,还以为遭到了和安替一样的命运。使用Torpark一看,还在。好在我重要的文章一直都备份,总在为真正封掉做着准备,这是一个日夜生活在恐怖中的人必然养成的习惯,但那一天真的来了的话,想必我肯定不会坦然。不管怎么说,我的影响力还没那么高,这些烂东西多半是写给自己看的,只要撇一眼我可怜的回复就知道了,如果到了连这个都不放过的地步,那我们大家就应该知道失去的可能远比自己的日志多了。 安替说在被封之前,一直以为自己是知道底线的。我不一样,我从一开始就不知道底线——没这个胆识,我只能规避可预见的危险,即便如此,愚蠢的投怀送抱还是时有发生的。最近正在打一个叫《荣誉勋章》的游戏,是关于二战的,其中有一关是在处处埋伏着德军狙击手的城市废墟中护送几个美军坦克兵,有玩友问我,这关怎么打?我只能告诉他,你要用自己的身体去试探敌人的狙击点,这关只能这么过,没别的办法。这个游戏共有四个难度级别,最高级别不叫“地狱”、或“噩梦”,而叫做“真实”。战争就是这么难打,特别是正义与邪恶的战争。 可是“难打”,不是不打的理由。 拉拉杂杂说这么多,现在觉得稍微舒服一点了。 March 01 It's Time To Push On...So they are now seeking for peace and harmony, just like those hippies did, or did they? February 18 Episode 16: Piercing the Propaganda Bubble今天听广播,是一群去伊拉克淘金的中国人的自传体故事。主人公说,刚到的时候美军刚刚解放巴格达,他们在大街上传,问伊拉克人对萨达姆印象如何,10个有9个说萨达姆好,为了证明他们的调查真实可靠,还特别说明他们不敢问模样特殊的人,怕是萨达姆的密探,把他们毙了。可是后来经过了美军金钱美女宣传鼓动,等到临走时全变成众口一词咒骂萨达姆,而且特带阶级仇恨,由此作者感叹,美国人金钱美女和宣传的力量。 这里面有两个问题: 1.作者把伊拉克人民当傻瓜了。作者自己不幸暴露了事实的真相,连你们自己都怕伊拉克密探,思想警察党卫军,难道水深火热的伊拉克人民就不怕。伊拉克人在萨达姆的金钱美女和宣传之下熏陶了那么多年,美军这点小儿科不仅技艺不精更未经过本地化,怎么就有那么大力量几周之内让人的思想180度大转弯。 2.作者把中国人民当傻瓜了。中国人民被专政了那么多年,早就明白生活在恐怖之中求生的哲学,如果连这点门道都看不清,就太难了,不过说实在的,粪青们就是看不清,要不然古人说的好:傻有傻的造化。 反正听到这里,我实在听不下去了,不知道作者第纳尔最后赚了多少,不过毛币一定是赚足了。 January 14 Special: Message from Mr. Anti安替说: “2006年我会重新出发,恢复http://anti.blog-city.com的博客更新,国内朋友可以用Rss软件订阅:http://feeds.feedburner.com/blog-city/anti,或者直接发邮件给antisblog@gmail.com订阅,我会把每篇博客都发送给订户。希望大家能帮我在你们的博客上面发布这些订阅方法。” 全文完。 December 10 Special: International Human Rights Day《世界人权宣言》是联合国大会于1948年12月10日通过(联合国大会第217号决议,A/RES/217)的一份旨在维护人类基本权利的文献。由于该文件是由联合国大会通过的,《世界人权宣言》并非强制的国际公约,但是它为之后的两份具有强制性的联合国人权公约,《公民权利和政治权利国际公约》和《经济、社会及文化权利国际公约》做了铺垫。 许多学者、律师和法庭判决书依然经常引述《世界人权宣言》中的一些条款来佐证自己的立场。一些国际法律师认为《世界人权宣言》是一部习惯法,但是对于这一点学界还没有共识。 根据《吉尼斯世界纪录》,《世界人权宣言》是被翻译成最多种文字的文献。 《世界人权宣言》的第五条是最有争议的(“任何人不得加以酷刑,或施以残忍的、不人道的或侮辱性的待遇或刑罚。”),该条禁止死刑。迄今在大多数国家(包括美国),死刑依然是一种刑罚。 《世界人权宣言》由1946年成立的联合国人权委员会负责起草,加拿大籍的法学专家约翰·汉弗莱是主要起草人。其他的参与者还包括了美国总统富兰克林·罗斯福的遗孀埃莉诺·罗斯福、夏尔·马利克、张彭春和勒内·卡森等人。该文件于1948年12月10日提交联合国大会表决,在出席的56个成员国中,48票赞成,0票反对,8票弃权,另有2国代表缺席。 _________________________ 转引自维基百科“世界人权宣言”条目,今天是12月10日,国际人权日。 对于引文中关于第五条的定性不做过多评价,本人是支持死刑的,但是我也认为,在这部文本中只有这一条,仅仅这一条应该是“最具有争议的”。为了忠实原著,也为了和某些热衷“溯及既往地”修改历史的人们形成鲜明对比,我引了全文,只把个人恩怨留在这里。 联合国相关页面 http://www.un.org/chinese/events/hr/2005/ 不出意外,安南先生旁敲侧击地把矛头指向了布什,这就看出,联合国是个没用的机构,联合国的公约只治君子不治小人。 November 12 Episode 15: Windows 1.01Windows最近要出64位的xp,Longhorn、Vista的画面也不断放出,这个商业软件就像是电子游戏一样拿视觉效果和娱乐性当卖点,可它不过就是个操作系统而已。
最近翻到了Windows1.01的开机画面,还是觉得这个界面更温馨,勾起了我许多美好回忆,好像大凡美好的,不是可望不可即,就是回忆。
DOS就不说了,如果不算苹果机的话,我最早用到的带GUI的操作系统应该是Windows 3.0。不知道你们最早用的是什么系统? |
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